Your actions and your words contradicted
Sometimes i just had to look on the brighter side of life, like seeing how much friends i have who always care, who will always lend a shoulder to cry on, who always stand by me no matter what, who would just stay beside me to listen to me whine, who try all they can just to see even a moment of smile from me. Yea, i do have such friends. And i'm thankful. But, there are feelings that your friends cant do anything to stop it. Like, now. Anyway, not forgetting, having a cousin who's oh-so-great. who never fails to check if i'm alright though we only meet once in awhile. who always see my msn nicks, and will start saying lame things about it which will eventually make me laugh a lil. And yes, he did it again. But then again, it's just a moment's thing. And then, he'll start asking me about it. But i dont usually tell him much cos it feels kinda wierd to be confiding someone who is 7 years older than me. Cos afterall, he's gonna think i'm still a kid and dont know much in life. Yes, it's true but... ... Anyway he said, "When you grow up, you'll laugh at yourself." which i think it's really true. It's like how we laughed at our primary school days when we were in secondary school. And how we laughed at the secondary school days now. Thats just life, huh. And i told him, "Yea i'll probably laugh about it in the future but for now, i cant control the feelings i dont want to feel." And then he said, "It runs in the blood. Cos i also cant control my feelings one." haha. Oh well....
With love, on Wednesday, December 26, 2007
xxx This scene is DEAD xxx
xxx This scene is DEAD xxx
